I Know It's Not My Fault

Last Saturday night I had people over and we went to the club. As usual.

This time, Chel and Chris came too. These two spent the entire night acting married. Chris broke up with Kate recently and even though he didn't say it, everyone knew it was because he liked Chels. Chels and Kate were best friends, and so were Chris and Nich, Chels' ex boyfriend.

God, it sounds so "Days of Our Lives."

I knew Kate was devastated by this, but having not been good friends with her, I didn't really know what to do or say. Chels, Chris, Kate and Nich were part of my year 11 group, a group I left behind when I changed schools. But now I feel so bad. I feel like it's my fault that Kate is even more upset now, because I had them over Saturday night.

I know it's not my fault, but I still feel that Kate is accusing me. I don't know what to do. Chels is coming over for the weekend 'cause her mum won't let her home from college. Her mum hates what she and Chris have done. They won't even admit they like each other, or that they're together. Chris will probably come over again. I can't cope with this.

Damnit, why do I feel so guilty?!